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December 2020: The Farewell

The airport was heavy with a quiet, sterile tension. She asked, softly, almost to herself: “Will we make it?”

I looked at her, then at her daughter. My answer wasn’t a rehearsed speech; it was just the truth: “We will do what we can. That’s all we can promise, and it will be enough.”

Tears traced quiet paths down their faces. I carried that weight with me—their fear and their hope—as I walked toward immigration. Every step felt heavier, a physical echo of the responsibility I was taking back with me.

And the line closed behind me.

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The Work That Held Us

The new space was smaller, rundown, and stubborn. Each corner demanded imagination: car parks laid out for flow, a water tank shifted for a second-floor pump, a back nook reinvented as a shower. The plan wasn’t improvised; it was a pivot built from years of customer patterns and blueprints that had been waiting for their moment. COVID didn’t create the idea. It made it urgent.

Her daughter arrived with a suitcase and a school bag—teenage energy, questions, rebellion—and suddenly the space we were shaping had to make room for a future, not just a business. I saw her through her mother’s eyes, mindful of the missteps of history. I held steady, guiding without force, offering the boundaries she needed to breathe while the world outside pressed in.

Her cousin stepped in from the studio—hands already familiar with the work—and the circle widened just enough for the load to be shared.

She carried her own fatigue. Between cleaning, moving boxes, and worrying for her daughter, the physical strain mirrored the emotional. We worked side by side, navigating the burden together, each of us carrying something we didn’t put down.

Then came Krapow Power. The name didn’t arrive as a launch—it arrived as a question we kept testing in the kitchen late at night: could something small carry the weight of something much bigger? We turned a second-floor room into a home kitchen. The Foodpanda jingle became a small, persistent thread of continuity.

Portions, price, packaging—I kept them high, not because we could afford to, but because I didn’t want survival to look like compromise. We even joked that if this worked, Aonang Haven could finally take a rest.

By the time the systems were holding, the days had found a rhythm. The spaces we carved out stood firm—anchored in quiet strategy and a care that refused to break.

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When the World Closed, We Adapted

The end of the lease loomed like a clock we couldn’t pause. Money would last only until year-end. The team gone, the business fragile, it was just the two of us now—navigating uncertainty floor by floor. Five floors of inventory, a legacy of effort, waiting to be carried, shifted, stored.

The 8-seater became a lifeline. Rear seats removed, every inch pressed into service. Boxes, racks, tools—the pieces of a business we had poured ourselves into—packed, stacked, carried. Sweat and focus stitched each movement together.

We found a new space. Monthly rent instead of annual. Smaller. Simpler. A place to hold what remained, enough room to breathe, enough space to begin again.

Each day became choreography: carry, sort, organize, strategize, pause, adjust. Decisions made in real time, risks weighed in silence. The quiet between actions was full—full of questions, full of responsibility, full of the work of preserving what still mattered.

In the motion, in the labor, in the slow reassembly of our lives, something else returned—not certainty, but momentum.

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March 2020 — Before Everything Changed

It was March 2020. The streets grew quieter. Tourists vanished. The familiar rhythm of days—bookings, arrivals, the hum of a small town coming alive—stretched into pauses that grew longer with each sunrise.

The shuttering wasn’t a choice; it was a ghost town’s command. I gathered the team—the faces that had become the backbone of everything we built—and saw their futures suddenly suspended. We didn’t just close the doors. We broke the bank to make sure they could get home, to their families. Money pressed into hands—not a severance, but a bridge.

“Go home,” I told them. “This is just a pause. When the world wakes up, we’ll bring you back.”
I believed it then.

We moved through the space, noticing the absence: empty tables, silent corridors, inventory sitting in the dark like museum exhibits. Conversations about the future grew heavier, circling the same questions: What now? How do we keep going?

News arrived like a relentless tide—rates rising, borders closing. What we thought would be months began to feel like something without a horizon.

We reached out to the landlord—the one we had paid faithfully for so long—and were met with silence. No empathy. No negotiation. Just the cold weight of a lease that did not care about a global catastrophe.

The world outside had shifted.
We were still standing inside what we had built, trying to understand what it meant now.

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The Long Way to Letting Go

The room settled into a quiet that comes after long, frantic noise finally stops. For two years, I had been in the trenches, white-knuckling a “comeback” that never arrived. I poured everything into a life that now felt brittle, and in that moment, I realized those sacrifices weren’t going to be rewarded with a win.

Then she said it. She wanted out.

Before the thought could fully form — before the forced choice between the business and us — I had already let go.

Her exhaustion landed like gravity. The mission had shifted. The business was fragile, the team gone, the floor beneath us dropped. And yet, I didn’t feel defeated. I felt steady. Clear.

I chose her. And I walked into a silence that would take years to understand.

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30 January 2026 – Quiet Before

Returning here reminds me how much of life happens between the moments we choose to record.

The days I left unwritten were not empty. They were full — of decisions, movement, responsibility. Of small, practical negotiations with reality that leave little room for narration.

And yet, within that fullness, there was a steady undercurrent. Not fear, not drama — uncertainty. The kind that hums quietly beneath ordinary days, shaping choices before we realize it is doing so.

Nothing broke all at once. The ground didn’t give way suddenly. What came later was carried forward gently, almost invisibly, through days that looked like progress, adaptation, and resolve.

For anyone reading: understand this — what follows did not arrive as a shock. It arrived as momentum.

This is the quiet before. And now, we’re ready to step closer.

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29 January 2026 – Stepping Back In

Yesterday I returned. Today I linger.

The quiet here is familiar — not empty, just patient. Thoughts I once left behind sit where they were, edges softened by time, waiting without demand.

I meet myself again in the in between: the one who carried days fully, whose hands held work, whose heart held care, whose mind carried responsibility. That self never lost this voice. It simply had other places to be.

There is weight in remembering, and light in noticing what remains. Not nostalgia — recognition.

For anyone reading, this is where I step back in. Not to explain what happened, not to relive what passed, but to stand here long enough to feel the ground again.

We don’t rush forward yet. We breathe.

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28 January 2026 – The Return

I didn’t know I was leaving a message for myself when I wrote here last.

I thought I was just recording a moment, explaining an absence, closing a loop. But time has a way of turning statements into mirrors.

Coming back now, I don’t meet a photographer chasing form or a man chasing purpose. I meet someone who had already chosen depth over speed, life over visibility, meaning over momentum—long before he had the language to name it.

The silence between posts wasn’t emptiness. It was living.

I disappeared into places that required my whole body: into building, into people, into responsibility, into days that left no energy for narration. And what I didn’t realize then was that the voice I used here—the quiet, steady one—was not something I lost. It was something I trusted enough to leave behind, knowing it would wait.

Reading these words now, I recognize myself not as I was, but as I am. Changed, yes. But not rewritten.

This space was never abandoned. It was holding.

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1153 days later.

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Hi, it’s finally time to say ‘Hello’ again after so long. A quick look at the last post and the date reads “14 December 2011”. That is 1,153 days, or 3 years, 1 month, and 26 days ago. Time have gone quickly but ‘Rome’ was not going to be built in a day.

What is this ‘Rome’ that I have spent the past years building you may ask. This is to be a personal haven of mine called ‘Aonang Haven‘ or Aonang Haven Guesthouse.Massage.Tea & Gallery.

It is a mini guesthouse and massage studio located in Krabi, Thailand, on the main street of the popular Aonang Beach. Here, without the distraction of a busy city life of Singapore is where I can focus on doing my best work.

With a background in art and design from my school years, being a regular in the armed forces for six, some part-time waiting in a restaurant when I was younger, spent half-a-year administering a bank’s conference centre when I was older, furthering my education in Mass Communication as well as Positive Psychology, freelancing as a designer and photographer, to being a volunteer primary school maths teacher and photography coach, Aonang Haven is the result of all those years spent developing myself so that one day I could have a business I will be proud of.

Now that the guesthouse and massage is steady, I am happy to announce that I am on course to pursue my idea in making a difference with photography. This will be by continuing my offer of Passion Portraiture in 2010 and starting a photography workshop for travellers to Krabi. With the advantage of local knowledge, a class establishment for guests to stay, and personal tutorials and guidance to photography, this forged opportunity is not to be missed for those looking to have a rejuvenating time on their travels and great photos to bring home to.

More details on the workshop to follow. Stay tuned.

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Work in progress

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Andessen Imagery had gone missing for the last 8 months. There were no new post and no update. What happened?

For the past many months, Andy of A.i had taken on a new initiative. By setting his camera aside for awhile (or a long while), he had taken another leap of faith to fulfill a vision. This vision appeared since last November when he went on a vacation to Krabi, Thailand. He was then a month away from turning 32. I think it is true to say that life begins at 30.

Given the opportunity to turn pro at the age of 30, Andy turned his interest in photography into a business. Taking his previous experience of product photography while he was freelancing as a designer, he started out with wedding photography with a partner before going independent and later moving into photographing what he calls ‘passion portraiture’. His style of photography is not widely accepted and is extremely difficult to shoot. Clients are few and far between. When many are looking at generated beauty, Andy captures the subject’s beauty as they are. He prefers authenticity. He looks at the nature of things. He likes to be given time to understand and then think about the subject of photography. Photography to him is a relationship.

For the majority of the year 2011, he spent much of his time finding and getting the puzzle pieces to fit into that picture (vision) he had. It was very tough. Yes, very tough. And I am glad perseverance paid off despite all the troubles and delays.

This project I have taken on is named Aonang Haven. It is a space in Aonang, Krabi, Thailand that provides cosy accommodation within a relaxing environment. Relax because Aonang Haven aims to provide guests with a sensory retreat and rejuvenation through simplicity and beauty. There are 4 rooms for rent, spaces for foot and body massage, a photo gallery and is also a place to enjoy tea (the last two are still under development).

The name in full reads Aonang Haven Rooms.Massage.Tea & Gallery. Massage services have began since the end of June, while works for the rooms went through a struggle. After many months, they were finally done and welcomed the first guests towards the end of November and early December. The rooms are available for booking on both Agoda.com and Booking.com. A recent photo shoot was done to replace the previous snapshots of the place and updated to both the sites.

Works at Aonang Haven will continue with the addition of photo gallery and tea in the coming months as well as the official website. There is progression in everything in nature. And just like the newly appointed innkeeper, the space and the person behind it will always be a work in progress.

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